Zixin's blog

2009-01-12T20:35:00.001+08:00

right i'm gng to stop blogging.i know u guys wun be surprised but hey,i actually blogged for mths.bb

2008-12-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

sian this hol is so boring..

for my new year wishlist:

i want...
-to stop playing comp games on the 1st
-be more reponsible and proactive
-complete at least 50% of my work on time and on my own =D
-get the moe scholarship so my parents wun need to pay so much for my sch fees..(hopefully)
- and everything else on my wants list =D

wun be blogging till next yr.cheers every! =D

merry christmas,happy hols and happy new year =D

2008-12-12T12:15:00.001+08:00

zixin has successfully update hes wants list, in order of importance.=D thats all for today folks!

2008-12-09T13:47:00.002+08:00

right..back here again.to blog uhh..few things

first.i've come to realised a point in time, that sweeping floor of ur hse on almost a daily basis makes one feel more organised.or rather the need to be more organised, i almost everyday sweeping floor and i can finally understand my mum's feeling when shes sweeping and theres so many things on the floor that belongs to every1 but the person sweeping, wow O.o ok nvm.this is so random.

2nd.woot, my uhh..illnesses(?) is healing.no more cough, sore throat is so much better and my heat rashes..they're fading? not sure.but they're not as itchy as b4.yay that means i can go for hcco's prac tmr =)

3rd.wow i didnt realise until ytd night that i have many new stuffs this yr.heres a list:
-slippers
-wallet
-pencil box
-bottle
-umbrella (under my umbrella,ella,ella,eh,eh)
-shoebag (ok its not really new, since its passed down from my 2nd sis.just that,well i lost my old one and dun have any for 3 yrs le, so can count as new bah)

i'm hoping to add hp and jacket to this list before 1st Jan 09. =)

4th.i've been reading books rather crazily this hol.considering i'm not much of a reading, this hol i've been reading about 1.5 book per week =).from after the wk of paper chking, so thats like 12th books alrdy.and i'm starting on my 13th =D lol this is just another random thing.

2008-12-06T18:41:00.002+08:00

right..i'm only here for a short while cause i gtg.i wanted to blog one, but well, u cant blame me for having laziness as a dominant trait =P. right i promise i'll come blog tmr =)
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k i'm back..hmm i was wondering on some random night abt 0.5 yrs from now.when co snrs have to leave.will i cry cause of the bonds forged between us for +-1yr? i think not.prob feel very sad only.but ya, they will be gone and we will be leaving soon after them, and we prob wun keep in touch much unless we see each other during uni life.bah.

and i just watched a show.something called Hour of Wolf and Dog.cant rmb the exact eng name, mayb its dog and wolf, but its a korean show.and i started from the 2nd last episode.didnt really regret,haha.its a sad show and the ending.sigh.go find out abt it and watch ba =)

2008-12-02T19:17:00.002+08:00

i'm suddenly fking pissed off.i dun understand y.ppl must always compare me and chewfei.right.'wa chewfei damn zai',and to me: 'u damn zi4 bei1'.argh like wtf?i'm like fking tired of hearing all these.come on lar, i nv said i was more pro than her, i've always say shes better than, so why keep repeating, everytime they see one performance of hers and they start go wa abt it and say these things.wtf? i joined daji not because i wanted to win ppl,not because i want to be the best percussionist in the world and win chewfei, hello? lose than lose lar, also not i dun wan admit.all those m*****f*****s have to always repeat and repeat.not from daji dno a SHIT also must comment.come on lar, like that i dun join co better? then no need to fking hear these again.cant compare also.they think they just saw the world best performance and go googoogaga over it.i'm seriously pissed off over this.argh fuck it.

2008-11-30T10:49:00.002+08:00

hmm..so ytd was hcco interaction.and bla bla.

i'm kinda shock when i heard abt cchms.the no. of ppl coming for the interaction few days back, and theres like a total of 150++ ppl..suddenly so many ppl.i think my grp has the best combi of hci ppl.haha.yijing and wang chi and me + jacky is our grp ldr! =)..and with 4 from cchms and 4 from sn, all of which i can still match their faces to their names :D

lol.right.uhh the games..quite interesting i guess..other than one part of keat ying's game that was repeated and maureen's one is just like the previous hcco interaction with a station for the vid thing, the rest were totally new, or at least the idea was not used b4 i think, in the past 4 yrs.hmm..nth much abt it i think..at the mass games its always water bombs, just diff stories and yea i just bombed the comm..and the final one, the grp's presentation of the murder case, which i think the creativity award shldnt be given to joshua's grp.cause they just merely changed the whole story just to win it cause every1's else is the truth.right.if thats the case then the snr's one shld win.its super funny.

took a pic of the cake that they used to celebrate harry and jacky's bday, which is today, but i'm too lazy to upload.then dinner went out with jacky,wangchi,yijing,zhikan and chyi yan to kap,so standard.met the old old snrs gang and after awhile the current hcco comm comes.so thats abt it.nth interesting happens thou..or mayb i forgot..

2008-11-22T10:03:00.002+08:00

damn..recently have nth to post abt..and nth to do i'm fed up stuck at home.turning very moody recently..blah blah..

o..and i thought of this: y do parents nv allow girls to stay overnight at chalet as long as theres guy(s) there? i mean, not like the guy will go rape the girl.as long as the girls stay in grp/got company can le wad? hmm..i seriously dun understand y parents dun allow..some1 enlighten me?

2008-11-13T11:46:00.003+08:00

to wang chi: i know y i no motivation to be treasure of co le..cause daji sl more impt =) (no offence meant to any1) haha.

hmm..heres questions that i coped from jie's blog =)

1. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING NOW?
home clothes.
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Body of Evidence by Patricia Cornwell.
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD??
The phrase 'The right tool for the job' , my mouse and my hand.
4. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
Uhh..no idea
5. FAVOURITE SIGHTS?
Mph perc section =)
6. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
good food
7. FAVOURITE SOUNDS?
sound of 排鼓 =p
8. WHAT'S THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
uhh..when u know that u are gng to die a slow death.
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
I wanna sleep.
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR?
black/white/blue
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
fastest record -- one ring
12. MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE:
Happiness, and i shall be greedy by adding family,friends and co.
13. FAVOURITE FOOD?
Alot.treating me to all my favourite food will probably cost u an atomic bomb.
14. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
Chocolate, but i dun mind vanilla.
15. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
no license yet, but i wun intend to do so next time
16. FAV TV SHOW?
most hk drama serials..especially 溏心风暴 and 家好月圆
17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
No,unless u think bolsters are stuffed animals.
18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY?
Cool.
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
Toy car xD
20. IF YOU COULD MEET ANYONE TODAY OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE?
Hcco ppl.Since i can see my family everyday.
21. FAVOURITE DRINK?
hmm..Many? but i cant stand coke.
22. WHEN IS YOUR BIRTHDATE??
16th June 1992
23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
Yea.
24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
No jobs in mind.prob smth to do with physics/maths.
25. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
Probably
26. GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
Dno.i nv use glass to drink water so i nv think abt it =)
27. LAST VIDEO YOU WATCHED?
Video as in? if its DVD/VCD..alot
28. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT?
Who type with fingers on left only? O.o
29. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED?
Floor and my sport shoes..
30. FAVOURITE NUMBER:
5 is one.
31. FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH?
Soccer..
32. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU:
Uhh..i coped this so its not counted as some1 sending to me right?
33. NAME A PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND:
I didnt send to any1.
34. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Noone.
35. YOUR NAME AS IT APPEARS ON YOUR BIRTH CERTIFICATE?
Low Zi Xin.
36. FINAL MESSAGE:
err..I'm gng to parkway now.gdbye.

2008-11-08T22:34:00.001+08:00

Blogging again!
This time theres a few things..

1.Weak economy nxt yr..the govt tells ppl dun retrench and look at dbs..look at wad they did..not sure of the figures but hundreds of their workers got retrenched..just when the govt is telling ppl not to retrench workers..i dun understand..dun they realise that alot singaporeans kiasi then they just withdraw money out of banks cause scared they crash? Then they do this ppl scared then take out money then they no more money then they wad, retrench more ppl? its kinda retarded-.-

2.co..i’m unofficially part of hcco le..right? I decided to go for hcco pracs until I found a temp job that requires me to work during wkdays and bla bla bla..although I’m still feeling abit extra there cause all jc ppl over there and I’m like talking to a few snrs only..and mainly Harry :x

3. Reputation. I think I shldnt go around spoiling ppl’s reputation..since in jc we’re gng to meet a lot of new ppl..and that I think shld go for other ppl..so if Chen Xing is reading this, I advise him to stop opening his mouth to say ppl. We’re all matured now and so shld stop being childish and insult other ppl/spoil ppl’s reputation. Even if u dislike some1 (like Kenny or Ding Jie in my case) just keep ur mouths shut. Let others find out about ‘good stuff’ of those idiots themselves, even if those idiots wun mature and grow up.

2008-10-31T15:23:00.005+08:00

this is prob gng to be a long post cause got alot of things to blog..and i wun be back online to chat/blog/play etc etc for awhile..but its not because i gng overseas lar..

1. the incident took place last sat..i met this ahmah whos quite old and rather lonely..its quite sad to see her like this,she lost most of her teeth and she dun speak much chinese..so i was sitting there and hearing her talk in dno wad dialect and pretending to understand her by nodding..its kinda sad..imagine us 70 yrs later and we become lonely, no1 to talk to and even the maid that takes care of us cannot understand wad we want..its gng to be damn sad lar..is there a way to avoid this?

2. sentimentality.i dno if theres such a word but i'll just invent this myself if there isnt..i was watching the sequel to 溏心风暴(heart of greed), which is called 溏心风暴之家好月圆(moonlight resonance)..theres alot of touching scenes in the sequel and everytime my eyes will water..i cant help but think that actually i'm very uhh.. sentimental? i watch till halfway suddenly want to have a younger blood sister and bla bla bla..but its really random lar

3. as i was saying in part 2, i watched finish moonlight resonance in 6 days.yes all 40 episodes of it..u may think i siao lar but its a really damn nice show, watch till half-way u prob cant stop urself from watching on..i really advice my readers to go watch it, if u cant find it, go to www.mysoju.com to watch it =)

4. i'm giving math tuition as a part-time job!.. teaching this smart vietnamese kid sec 1 and 2 maths and bla bla..$20 an hour for 1.5 hrs each day for 3 times a wk..by the end of my job i will earn $600, and still have 1mth++ b4 19th jan..woot..

5. i went to hcco prac and harry asked me to help out their perc section since they not enough ppl to prac the songs to choose for syf choice, and because of privacy i shall not name the songs out here.but i will only continue to go after HMT O'lvl exam..cause with giving tuition and gng to hcco i wun have enough time to study..and fortunately, its just nxt wed and hcco's nxt prac is nxt fri..lol..so actually i nth to miss much..

6. i'm packing my stuff and selling my science txtbks (in rather gd conditions),pls make sure its same syllabus b4 u buy,cause its not refundable:

bio txtbk(selling at 20% off the original price):
front

back

chem (at 20% discount also)
front

back

physics (this 1 at 30% discount cause theres a prob at the back -- look at 3rd pic)
front

back

crease at the back (look carefully)

if u cant see it save the pic and tilt it to make it vertical, then u can see one line at the btm left corner.

P.S btw if u guys wan to find me can always msg me/find me at hcco practices =)
P.S 2: and gd luck to all A lvls candidates..i know u all starting this coming mon 3rd Nov =)

2008-10-24T20:11:00.002+08:00

i've been told that moe chks students blog..so my sch tchr probably knows this blog..but alas..its the last day of sch! and i passed with no colours(all colours fly away liao)..i can take 4H2..and wt crap..i'm ~20th position in class after moderation..and moderation to maths and chem didnt even affect me at all..so if no moderation and its purely based on hardwork, i shld be arnd 15~17th position liao lar..wth...just cause my maths and chem are the stronger subjs(note its only sec 4)..sigh..

was thinking on the bus again..

wads love? wads true love? alot of ppl tries to find true love..or rather they want to find true love..but prob do nth abt it.but wads really true love? Singapore is such a fast-paced country, we ppl prob dun even have much time to find true love..its always study work study work study work study work..and the rest of the time is prob spent on shopping,playing,gng out with frens bla bla bla..so wads true love?i really want to know it myself..i nv understand wads love..when i was young i can anyhow say i love a girl and hope to find and understand wads love..but now..things havent change, i still havent find any love..prob love for family? or mayb my love is embedded too deep in my heart for me to realise..

and...was reading "Life after God" by Douglas Coupland..heres a ...watever u call it:

She will say, " Thousands of years ago, a person just assumed that life for their kids would be identical to the one that they led. Now you assume that life for the next generation -- hell,life next week -- is going to be shockingly different than life today.When did we start thinking this way? What did we invent? Was it the telephone? The car? Why did this happen? I know there's an answer somewhere."
Something to think abt huh?

2008-10-20T18:26:00.005+08:00

here are pics to grad nite/batch dinner =) :

<-- heres our class photo outside the dining area.

with ms loh -->

<-- with mr png

with mr png again and mrs tay -->

<-- mr v. tan singing!

and finally...photos with friends! =) -->

2008-10-11T13:39:00.001+08:00

Open house is boring..and theres not many ppl..not alot of hci and ny ppl also..probably everyone is bz preparing for eoys,O's..bla bla..stoned till i got my bio paper..then stone/play cards at co booth/jc/mph until 5+ b4 gng for Ortus nite..

Ortus nite..it sux..seriously..its boring..it lacks life..the emcees are damn lousy..bla bla bla..too much faults..its like the worst in 4yrs in Ortus..and i was thinking sec 4 liao..mayb we will have a good Ortus nite b4 graduating..and well..u can say alot of ppl are disappointed..

I'm too lazy to write a long post today..bye!

2008-10-08T20:32:00.003+08:00

hmm..decided to post on two things..

1) i dunno how the 'rabbit' can win the superband..seriously..if u hear them..they suck..i mean come on lar..i only hear 2 songs of theirs and i dun feel like listening le..i think the voting system is unfair lar..no matter how many percentage they occupy..come on man..ppl just spam call, waste their own money just for some band whom they dun even know personally to win..wth?

2) was re-watching 2nd last episode of xue2 jing3 xiong2 xin1 last night..so sad the li3 sir have to die..i feel like murdering the director..seriously..why he have to die!!??for those who nv watch this show..then u probably dunno wad i'm talking abt..

2008-10-07T14:43:00.003+08:00

tot i wld just make a quick post..life after exams is so damn boring..completely nothing to do..bla..its like life is meaningless..many ppl whos taking exams or gng to take say they rather have no exams..but issit really wad they want? exam time every1 everyday mug mug mug..after exam..do wad? watch anime watch drama serials, games also sian liao..mayb we have reached the age where games are no longer interesting..hmm..i'm rereading exciting parts of mangas and its so boring..blah..ending off here..

2008-10-02T21:03:00.002+08:00

bla..its so boring here..was thinkin abt something over dinner and i forgot..omg..i seriously have bad memory..

tmr's the last day..the end of all terrors and the start of all horrors..wow..did i just write that? O.o

good luck to readers who will be having As and eoys =)

2008-09-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

wa marine parade lib is haunted??
went in at 7+..note that i was the only one in the toilet..there was completely no sound...and the two cubicles were locked..at first i tot inside got someone..but then i wait so long nv hear sound i bend down..and to my shock..i saw no legs..no shadow of anything..just the toilet bowl..but i tried to open the door previously..it was locked..omgomg..so issit haunted? (note this is not a make-up story.its a real life one..happened at 7.45pm on 29th of september monday.i'm serious)

my bed is my shell
only place that have comfort,
warmth that embrace me..
where i can hide from all my troubles
all my worrys..
i really wish to just lie in bed and do nth else..

我不明白,
为什么有些人对我那么冷淡..
但需要利用我时,
却像理所当然似的,
我的存在并不是为了你而已..
难道我这么讨人厌吗?

2008-09-28T21:08:00.001+08:00

wa sian..today was mugging in lib till i received some msg..that says smth abt tmr geog and maths..i was like wth?isnt phy tmr and geog and maths on tues?and then i knew its gg..
lucky i started early on geog..

was bored in lib and tot of something random:
are the no. of all-boys sch = no. of all-girls sch?
all boys sch:
-St. Joseph
-Hwa Chong
-Raffles
-Victoria Sec
-St. Patricks
-ACS Independent
-ACS Barker
-St. Andrews
-cant rmb the ninth..

all girls sch:
-Tanjong Katong Girls Sch
-CHIJ katong covent
-CHIJ st nicks
-CHIJ something ( i think theres 3)
-St margrets..
-Nanyang
-RGS
-Cresent Girls
-Cedar

verdict: theres an equal no. of all-boys and all-girls sch..wow..

ok..i think this is a bit lame..hahaha

2008-09-27T21:24:00.001+08:00

hmm..an old song: (the song is in my playlist)

对你的思念是一天又一天
孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦何时才能出现
亲爱的你好想再见你一面

秋天的风一阵阵的吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受

最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候
没有说一句话就走

最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过

2008-09-27T20:58:00.002+08:00

hmm..its surprisingly surprising O.o that i managed to blog 3 times in a row..

this morning i woke up feelin depressed over all my eoy papers..sigh..
then i was thinking abt my family..i mean paternal side every1..i dun really understand alot of things:
1) why my uncles can think that its unfair for my family to live in the condo under company's name and dun find it unfair when we are living in a.. shop house?
2) why my uncles can think its fair for them to withdraw their own money frm the family's company and watch in die without helping and also think its fair for us not to withdraw money first when the company owes us the most, especially my parents..
they are such bastards..i shldnt even call them my uncles or my family..nvm this for now..

was mugging at the lib for one whole day..this cedar girl sat opposite me..haha..hope she come again tmr xD shh..u nv see anything

2008-09-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

hmm..nearly late for exams is nv a good sign for taking papers..
today morning rained so heavily..take 154 go stevens road SJI there..kao,all pampered kids..parents fetch till theres a big jam..i reach sch gate at 7.52..run up to class 7.56..4 mins b4 paper start..damn sian..
and chem test is freaking hard today..its freakkkking hard today..everyone frm every class says it..even ppl from 4I the mugger class..i need a fail to get B4 to guarantee i can take chem in jc..but then..i'm worried that i cant get the uhh..35 or 40 or 45..wth..upon 100 leh..
sian ahhhhhh

i'm fighting a lost battle aint i? first maths now chem..so can i give up fighting now?i really want to..

2008-09-25T21:05:00.004+08:00

ok..this is officially my first post..
i decided to go back to blogging after many days of random surfing..and i'm so glad that i no need think of a title everytime i post..
so..its the 4th day of eoy alrdy...dun ask me why i'm slacking when tmr is my chem eoy..and i think i'm quite screwed this time round..dun ask either..
i'm so glad i can finally burn my bio notes..and or any1 can buy my entire sec 3 and 4 bio notes for perhaps $5 a yr? bwahaha..

i always think of some random stuff throughout the day..but i always forget at home..i shld probably use chenxing's way and record down wad i wan to blog

oh btw in case u are wondering y i set the email thing..its cause i dun wan random and irritating ppl i know to go google blog or blog google my name and find their way here..